September 21, 2013
There was a time in my life that every time I was upset
about the present I would look towards the future. There was always something
either it was a day out with Tavin, an event, or even a night out dancing with
friends. There was always something positive. Now when I look to the future I don’t
see anything. It just goes blank. The one thing that always made me happy and
kept me looking to the positive is gone.
I talked to Tavin last night about it and he gave me
something to think about. Every day he looks forward to something… spend every
day of the rest of his life with me. He said “When you need something to look
forward to, look forward to another day with me by your side, loving you for
just you. And one day having the children and house that we always dreamed of.”
It’s hard to think of that right now but it does give me
something to look forward to. Spending every day of the rest of our lives
together. Standing by each other’s side, lifting each other up when we’re down.
It makes me feel better. One day we will have our family. With the kids we
dream of, hopefully with the house we dreamed of as well. One day.
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